And then, I was you

The stars danced in my eyes

as I was carried off by the moon

On a train of fast like lightning

that could not arrive too soon

As I spoke to Father and Mother planets

Frozen, became the Sea

As I came back to Earth,

I wandered her Oceans Free

I would be found dancing across her Rivers

Calling you next to me.

Their became a Dragon

She carried me on her wings

through the winter of Darkest Sorrows

to the arms of My loving King

He spoke to me of Dragonflies

who made the Angels Sing....

Songs carried to the heavens

but sent to US on the Wind!

This Rainbow colored Chariot

Made my heart Beat like African Drums

As I became you

and WE became ONE

Dragonflies Landed on our shoulders

to listen to our Song be sung

For reasons still unknown to me

My life, had just begun <3

The Story Never Ended

Gems hung high in the sky, I am your shooting star.

A World away from any world, but our world...is no world at all.

We are a part of a picture, held high above the sounds of Wreckage which make sweet music if you listen with big ears, and a soft heart...Filled with tunes on it's own, it was never taught to dance this way...but on magic the roaming never ends, it just starts another story. We are just two rainbows, hanging off of a cloud which sings songs so loud that everyone can hear if they take a moment to listen with a little bit of ear, and a lotta bit of heart! We made Love into an Art, a Play that never ended...it just turned into a story that everyone loved to listen too with all of their ears, and just a little bit of heart! What imagination could do with some paint brushes and a sheet of Blank Paper...

When the paint brush hangs to dry, we were lying on our backs face to the sky Imagining not when or why, but how, and where the sky ended...for the clouds give it the faint appearance of being invincible!

When i am invincible, I am in your arms, and we are dreaming! Stories of unfathomable truths, where ears don't exist, and hearts are all that matter! Letting go of all the chatter, so we can just see, and be, and breath! In the landscapes that take us to the worlds where we are already together, and I am wrapped in your arms, in a blanket that never ended, just began again....I begin where your shirt lifts off, and our skin becomes apart of the heart beat that we can hear, with little ears...but a million hearts! We are just a story...that never ended, but became another story <3

Lifelike Window

Love came through the window,

as life poured through the door

Webs of sweet conspiracy swept me off the floor

The air smelled of the Freedoms, we all would die for

Love, Laska, Liebe, L'amour, Amor

Ocean Taking over Shore



Love became a Window

A Portal, through which to See

Life Became Immortal

A drink of which we breathe

I saw you first as Fire

Light inside my Dreams

As I became the Wind

Life, and Love pursued me



Love me, like a Window

Watch the Earth and all Life Grow

Be still with me as the clouds move slow

Have faith that nothing can stay the same

What you know, is only what you know

Always Love remains, So love we have became

Thunder falling for the Rain

We are watching through the Window

The Earth Make Life

a little me, a little you

Come closer, I want you near

For our bodies to be skin to skin

Our Hearts will beat like lightning

Our Souls will weep the rain

Our Life will light the fires

Our Love will guide the way

My hand and your hand

While we sleep, while we dream

manifesting Universe, Our Destinies

The Stars, for us they shine!

SO let us dance outside of memory

With your hand, inside of mine!

Celebrate and Laugh, at the sillyness of time!

Underneath sweet moonlight

Before you go to sleep

I will sing to you a love song

and bring to you sweet peace

Your heart is in My Garden,

Your Love fills every seed...

with Joy, Courage, Love, and Innocent Belief <3

Mind Meets Body

I am not mind, I am body: Woman, Mother, Lover

I cry tears with the eyes of my womb

But I feel it in my Heart, and It's Soul

I Breath and I Bleed in every fiber of my being

Won't you listen, Don't you feel it?

I have a Mind, But I am in My Body

Alive while I die, Asleep while I'm awake

I live my fears, while I am sleeping

So they can't take me while I'm awake

I'm wide awake even while I'm dreaming

I am not Mind I am Body!

No More a child... a Woman, not yet a mother

I can love you though you're not my lover

I can Hide, but I'd rather seek

I am not mild, tame or Meek

Not for the Faint of Heart nor the Wicked, or Weak

I am Kind, I am Wisdom, I am Truth!

I give Love that is Maddening, and True!

Filled with Reds and Violets, and Blues!

The Deep, and Passion filled Hues...

Lightning Touching Sky You Will Find...

While the Body, is meeting the Mind

And the Chaos that will, then Ensue

Is the beginning of all that is New.



Merriest Ostara!

This Our Planet

Here Is The World! She should be given freely!
A place where All came to meet their Needs:
Give full reign to your Dreams, Be open at every seam
At every seam there is a Seed
In the Seeds, lie the Truth of Belief
What you Believe will Always be Growing
Every Seed we plant does its Sowing
The Universe sees what Earth is showing
The Darkness and The Light are all Knowing
For in our Dreams, are the Depth of our Shadows
Or the Lustre of what we are made of!
The greatness we give to Each other
When treated All, as Sister, as Brother
we are all Fathers and Mothers
Earth Mother, Sky Father!
Remind us, that we are all as One!
How the Earth, always needed her Sun
How the Water, always needed the Moon
We have been together for Always
Christian, Muslim, Catholic, Jew.

When I Love you

When I love you, it is Freedom

a Dance away from the brightest of stars

The Universe, as one, together!

The only spirit who could ever know

your Sadnesses and Tears

I am your Hopes, your Dreams, your Fears.

When I love you, my body sweats

My heart breaks, The World shakes

....and I'm awake

When I love you the thunder rolls,

The Lightning strikes my very Soul

I will never forget cold mornings...hot nights

Warm Glances, and Electric Lights

Love on fire, burns juuuust right

For you, for my rage, my passion I fight

But I refuse to fight the battles

no one ever wins

When I love you I'm the best I've ever been

The things I haven't seen!

The measures I have to meet

Pleasure to meet you, I am sincere

I want you close, but I need you near

When the wind no longer carries your name

I'll still crave you all the same.

Namaste

I am, I wait...I sit, I watch

I am life come into breath

I am sun, I am moon

Into Summer, from Spring

Into Winter, I Fall

I am light, I am darkness

I am now, I am memory

I am Love, I feel Hate

I am Air, I breath Fire

I am Water, I am Earth

I am Space, I am Time

I am Death, I am Birth

I am Trees, I am Rain

I am pleasure, I am Pain



I am Light so give me Love

Give me Trees, Give me Rain

We are Love, To love is to hate

Take these memories now

shake your darkness

Speak with Fire, be worthy of Air

You Give me Space, and I'll take my Time

Enjoying My pleasure filled Pains

For I am not dead, in life I Rebirth

When Summer time Fell,

and Death Led to Spring

I could see what my rebirth would bring.

Life After Death

Water in my hair, turns roots to Snakes

the Earth planted deep, in my body

Sweet, Sultry... Seducing, Seduction

Seeds, planted firm in Her Earth

Thoughts are where we give Birth



Air breathing Fire, Turns Snakes to Ashes

The Earth taking life, to make more Earth

Death, Deliver, Destroy, Destroyed

Fire burning warm in your Hearth

For every death, another gives Birth



Earth, Reached for Air, to make Water

Fire was the first of beating Hearts

Life, Soul, Breath...Skin

Life, and Our precious Mother Earth

Granting us death, but giving us Birth

For we, are the children of Gods

Join the rivers of water our sons

Play in the waters so deep

Join in the dancing, and laughter our sons

Dance, until called to sleep



Dance on the hills of grass, sweet daughter

Sing to the Mountainous sky

Sing with joy to The Air kind Daughter

for the souls of the tears that are cried



Search for truest truths My Sons and Our daughters

Wander Darkness with Light in your midst

Seek only Love My sons and Our daughters

For love, is the Only reason!

...and Love is your only Wish.

Dreams of Forever

Stay here, my heart is right here

my mind is clear with wonderment

Innocent words, that your mouth will yearn to whisper

giving my skin the answer I've always yearned to hear

I fear but sweet ungrounding as our lips draw near...

and I am wishing for you to stop, and hold my hand

Then you'll touch my face...and say, lets just wait:

til the moon shines high above the river

where my lips you will taste, no skin will be wasted

As the Sun gives birth to Blue Sky

you'll play with my hair, kiss my sleepy eyes

My soul, will shudder, then sigh...

This will be our souls, meeting Eye to Eye.

Dear Mama

Dear Mama you gave birth to a dreamer

for this lifetime, a web weaver who has nothing left to lose.

Dearest mama, I'm a lone believer, an over under-achiever

A hangman with his own noose

Mama! The stories I can tell

I place them all under spells:all the ones they choose

Dear mama, my thirst goes yet unquelled

Even as my ego starts to melt

I still got the blues...

mama I got wanderin' shoes

but darkness, always finds me alone

no matter how far or how long I roam

Mama, darkness is always waitin',

when I finally come home.

Stoned Clouds

Once I believed that my mind was opened,

a canvas without paint, a road with NO signs, but quaint...

but I'm no Saint, I wandered off the beaten path-with no map, and no cash.

I was awake, but a lonely traveler with nothing but my thoughts, and my own GOD blessed Mistakes:

A wanderer with no home need's to up the stakes

staying in one place long enough to keep a friend, Hearts will mend my friend, Hearts always Mend.

Together we rode the downside, the Upside, and the Upside Down became a part of our feet!

Cause wherever we meet, we awaken the streets with dance, lined with Romance:

Where no chance, is just One Chance-to make it all so much better.

like an empty road with nothing but stoned clouds and some wind to knock them over

"A tree, makes the Breeze!" I told her...don't cry, not when I've got a shoulder!

ease, your way into death, where we can finally rest, and just BE

Like Wind in Open Seas <3

Self Love

Dreams take skin form leave breath with lips and silent devotions

the sweetest words are healing, leads to kneeling and life becomes so simple once we become humbled

by the very nature which might or could consume us,

a baffling contradiction, an addiction, a need...like water to a seed

the Sun on lake shores warms her more then a thousand fires

a million desires like lightning storms, the WIND and Rain love comes with pain, candle flames...

Moon against silken sky, with hands, and open windows, after sunset we will fly into the sunrise

like a righteous band of angels, posing as the devils we keep in our mind, Which we can let go, as soon as we find, the path to self discovery.

Take time for the Moon

The Moon, she’s cooing to starlight and candlelight

Caressing the Silken sky with the Aura of her Eyes

Bless The True Lovers who live to love, and never Die

Cry for those who desire, but never need Weep for those lost to broken Dreams

Mourn for the souls of Blackened Seeds

Rejoice for the child who still believes!

Magic is not thought, it is deed

Life flowing like wine, from you to me

The Moon she coos, she whispers...To the sky, which is her loving Mirror

Embrace Her silver like winter

Then Dance, Play, and Sing to her <3

A Story

A Story Begins, carried on the Wind

sent for by the Ocean, but started in the Sky

the ever Eternal Eye, A gift, from an Ever Eternal God

A good laugh, A GRAND cry

Sound before the Echo

like words to a beautiful song

notes hanging from the Stars

Illuminated by the Moon

Exalted, by the Sun sings a lively Tune

Awaken! True, my heart

into Life, still but a dream

Manifest a Destiny, close but still unseen

Spirit of the Waterfall too pure to not believe

Soul Inside this Unicorn, the Lion, he did Breath.

Freedom

Take this breath from me, It was given to me

If I can't live through each day

Time dances by so freely then dances away

Quickly, like lightning, fireflies...fly away

Caressing, Crashing, Shore upon Wave

Id rather Die, then Die away

then to keep this all within and let it decay

an empty body, can be given away

Short of empathy, we are dead and depraved

without life, we are bodies in graves

I'd rather die, then not play

I'd rather cry tomorrow, for the things I do today

I'd rather love, and die of heartbreak

then let my soul waste

like the air that gives the breeze

Like the breeze that feeds the Fire

Like the Water feeds the Earth

Like Love, gives way to Life

and Death gives way to Rebirth

Love outside the chains

I see that love is not skill

tis but chance

We choose what we do,

in this dance

Do not blind yourselves

with images of romance

Skip to kissing,

before first holding hands

I love you for you,

but I expect you to change

I love you but...

sounds a little strange

I'll love only you

if I can keep you in chains

Bound up by my Devotion

Emotions become deranged

You inside my cage

On trial, center stage...

Passion behind heartbreak

quickly becomes rage: A very potent Mirror

the truth beyond the mask

What we need, we all desire

to Love, to Live, to Laugh

To have every question answered

like we didn't need to ask

Understand why things happen,

then leave them in the past

Pain is only sorrow, when it comes, it never lasts

Love because you have to

because it always, comes right back

Five Thoughts

Consider all your options
Weigh every decision you make
Spend Five thoughts BEFORE
every action you take
Look towards every fork in the road
Like it could lead you home
Take every turn, if just to follow your nose
to live, to Love, to learn...to laugh, to Love, to Grow
Gather up your apples, climbing IN the Trees
Experience the love of the earth through it's breeze
The wind is a song, that sings on its own
like the waves, on the shores of seas still unknown.
Be still inside your shadows
Meditate, Breath, Dream
For each and every Darkness
Is one WE ALL have seen
To Love, is retribution
The most innocent of Truths
Could Burn and Scar should it so choose
Or it can Heal, Inspire and Soothe...take away the Blues
Life is the justice we all seek,
We are all made equal by our Stomachs, our Hearts and our Feet
Then We are all Made God's
As the Strong Defend the Truth, The Weary, The Meek
We are given our Wings
by loving the Foolish, the Mean, the Weak...
By thinking about our words
Before We choose to Speak...

Miss you like SUmmer

I miss you like summer when its gone
like a thousand summer rains
Lightning striking at dawn
still isn't quite the same
I crawled into fall,
bearing the bruises of his pain
blood hot with Aching,
mind rampant with shame
Life is in the making, tears never cried in Vain
My soul was for the taking...
Until the day I spoke your Name
My Body yearns my Soul weeps
In the cold death, of winter's sleep
You chased away my grief
The heat of your fire, was my reprieve
In the heat of need, I learned to breath
For you, I learned to bleed
Without fear, I conquer defeat
My Body trembles, my Eyes Weep
my Soul is yours to Keep
In My dreams, I am awake
Still in my dreams I'm yours to take
Even while I'm here, I ache
For the sounds that your heart makes
Loving you too much was never my mistake
My body still trembles, my soul still shakes
Because I miss you like summer when it's gone
your like a thousand summer rains
Lightning striking right at dawn, will never be the same....

Says the Jester

I've been away...lost on this path
be that as it may, for reason I laugh
While I skip, I wander to play
I cry about the past, at least once a day
Misery wont last, where sadness cant stay
Happiness comes fast, love will always fade
I am right where I sat, All the time for delays.
As it reaches Shadows, the Sun will mourn
Tis time, for lonesome Death
The Moon becomes forlorn
As Morning takes her first breath
Like Father who condemns and scorns
And Mother holds you to her Breast
Children of the Universe...Adored
Think, Grow, Love...Let nature do the rest
Look for light inside Every Door
Remain True, that is your test.

This is my Serene

she caresses me, the rain
the thunder is my heartbeat
This Mirror, my foe, is vain
broken glass lies at my feet
Red with blood these stains
Found inside Deceit
where the wasteland still remains
Amidst my own self defeat
Echoes remain remnants of past
Whispers of forsaken Dreams
Awaken and Rise Again and Atlast
The Future lies still unseen
As an ever expanding Vast
which is ALWAYS closer then it seems
Under Fire, Brimstone, Ash
Where Soul becomes clean
This is my Serene.

Dance with Chance

And then the Sun broke free
Excuse me... I saw you standing
Swaying to the blackest of Blues
I stood suddenly reminded
of the Tuesdays Gone Tune
Should I remain, Standing on the Hour to Decide
Or Take this moment through the roof
Forget the fear, remember Pride
when your trying not to look
At the stars inside his eyes
Which forget you to make sense
Leave the details to the sky...
Leave some room for suspense
Neither confirm, nor deny

While you stood next to me
I argued every sensibility
Until all I could do was Sway
to the sounds of electric kind of music
The kind that Made my Veins Want to bleed
I don't need To live, I live Because I want too
My Dreams where I believe
Beyond the guise of defeat

Sway to Sounds that take your Soul Away
leave a moment for chance
from now until the end of days
Dance within this Dance
Take ONE real breath within Millions
Taste it slow, just like romance
from now until the end of days
Dance within each Dance

Fireflies

Your Electricity
Tantalizing my skin
Vague Complexities
Anchored Deep within
Simplest of Simplicities
no end cannot begin...
An artist, and his Poet
A soul, and his Twin
A dreamer and its whim
The stars inside his skies
light forever dancing upon a lovers Eyes
Adoration shining through a thin film of desguise
after a Longing's sweet Touch
The Truth shan't be Denied
Denial shan't be enough
TRUE Love never Dies
Though it's almost always Rough
and You'll always make her cry
but she'll pretend that she's tough
When you hear her laugh then sigh,
it's cause she loves you too much
Your the lightning to her rain...
Butterflies, Fireflies and such...
the blood beneath the veins
the beating of her heart
Unlock doors romantic poet!
Inspire the artists Work of Art.

Become like Human: a metal sonnet

Through Skin, Demon Exits Grave
Too search for his mortally eternal organs
These, He'll have to take
However violent, gory or horrid
To die is to be saved
However Grim, Macabre, or Morbid
These are the roads we've paved

I fear you'll die of STD
do I'll take your ovaries
i fear you've gone insance
let me take your brain
you've become quite vain
so give me both your eyes
I'm afraid I'll take your tongue
For having told such lies
i'll take your bleeding heart
Cause I've never heard you cry

Alone, Vexed and Haunted
We must face the night
With Love, we are taunted
Yet Hate is how we fight
If love was what you wanted
then love with all your might
Wish upon your wishes
upon the heavens starlight
dancing upon those demons, angel kiss
scattered in passions dreams
serenity and sweeeeet bliss
Chaos, the sorely missed.

As Demon finds his Heart
no you won't tell them apart
Time and Space, Near or Far
scar becomes like scar
Each their own work of art

I fear you'll die of STD
do I'll take your ovaries
i fear you've gone insance
let me take your brain
you've become quite vain
so give me both your eyes
I'm afraid I'll take your tongue
For having told such lies
i'll take your bleeding heart
Cause I've never heard you cry

At the Queens request

Follow the Mind inside the Flesh
The Truth Becomes Voice
When the Body Rests
It must be your own Choice
...At The King's Request


Lonesome is Death
Dying like the seasons
At the King's Request
Self Inflicted treason

Come take off a Load
Let go of what you Fear
Don't Betray your own Soul
Life becomes very clear
::We all travel different Roads
All we hold Dear,
Must Live, Breath, and Grow

Lonesome is Sweet Death
Dying with the Seasons
At the Queen's Request
Self Inflicted Reason
Love the only Test
Love without Treason
A Strong Heart in Her Breast
For I Can Be One
Until I Eternally Rest

Silver lining

As Rainbows sometimes follow rain
a sign, from this our earth
If Nothing is ventured, nothing is gained
To survive, one must learn to endure
Our Shadows, then our fear, and then our pain
no beginning, nor end to this search
Fear and Love can both drive us insane
Tell me which master you serve
This crazy old fool may be deranged
but you must heed his nonsensical words
For the one who is willing to be hanged
is the one whose heart, is most pure.

The Discovery of Happenstance

A warm kiss of sunshine that burns like fires touch
A cool and gently breeze, to say i wish you well
Rain, Thunder,lightning...fireflies and such
Lovers teasing with no reason nor the time to rush
Merciful Ride through open seas, too much being never enough
Where fairy-tales and truth be told's
are all their ever were
A Dream Within a Dream, A little hidden, a tad obscured
Fancy Free's,Do you believe's...Uncertainy's and Unsure's
Mysteries and Hypothesis, Playful and Demure
There always was, But has never Been...
Not now, Not ever, Not now, not then
What started out forever has always been ending
For now, and forever after...time and time again
Gone was the time, Gone with the Wind
The end the beginning, the beginning the end...
A dance on the Ocean, first began in the sand
Which started out as rocks, which first began as land
Magic coming from the Isle of I Know I Can
One can ask one's questions, one cannot make demands
Love the simple action, of taking another's hand
Dancing real slow, without the King or his band
Chasing Fairy-Tales giving wings to chance
FireFlies in Firelight, Enflame the angst of Romance
Suicidal Symphonies...Dancing, if only to dance
Love ignores not Happenstance, knowing Death comes to any, every and all Miserable and life changing Circumstance...

Searching Inward

Mutual Understanding, leads to Mutual Respect
Liberation from the land of "I Expect"
Sharpened senses born of a little Intellect
Followed by moments of constructive Introspect
A little of self love, goes a long way
First it's time to work, and then it's time to play
There is time to waste, but no time for Charades
Life's not always chaos, though in constant Disarray
Live inside each moment, like today's your first Day
Looking back at pictures, do you remember what you learned?
How you felt each Sorrow, each scar was earned
Every time you love, fear not being burned
Listen to your passion, Let your linger Yearn
Do so because you need to, learn to share your soul
Remember that two parts, always make the whole
Feminine meeting masculine, it matters not the role
consult your Mind AND THEN Heart, then do as you're told.
Both must work together, because they equally exist
With our Dreaming Minds, we Make our EVERY Wish
As our Mind Believes, Our Hearts will find our Bliss.

Gray Rainbows

Raindrops cleanse my wounds
take and make me whole
change my point of view
not a moment too soon
take apart my tragedy
I want to see the moon
In the midst of travesty
Where I find my empathy
I am not alone
but alone, on this road, I walk
I will wander, I may roam
Until I find my way home
Here is where they know me
Here, where love won't change
Just existing simply
beyond what you can see
Stories in the making
Sad, Angry, Silly
Giving, and then taking
True, is not forsaken
Truth seen as an Action
The Cause before Reaction
More then satisfaction
My spirit Satisfied
From skin, to deep within
From my heart to my eyes
Cleanse my Spirit Raindrops
Wash away disguise
Give to me the Sunshine
Give to me clear skies
Help me share the rainbows
I so Desperately try to hide.

Misery Loves company

Abandon all Hope
satisfied and empty
stay lost child, follow open sea
revel in your hate for fake humanity
There will be no savior
we were left bereft
choking on the mess we made
on Satan's doorstep
Child dream of nothing
In darkness you've slept
No room for despair
In the tears that you've wept
Life leads to nowhere
but to uncertainty then death
Noose above the chair: Sunrise, and eternal rest
Follow me to damnation, Heaven's rejects
Speak Now noble villain!
Tell stories made of lies!
Giving nightmares to the children
SO they won't be suprised
All will be surrendered
to the worthiest of Foes
Be not rendered weary
For you have always known
Abstract is Humanity
Real, our fears have grown
False is reality, the Wretched we've been show
for this whole life, we've been given
to reap what we have sewn.

Drowning in the Holy Land

Trade a solemn nothing
for a face that is forlorn
broken and abused
beaten and misused
give the gift of apathy
for a long stemmed black rose
Songs of melancholy
drift flightless in air
A thousand thoughts of happiness
going nowhere, but here.
Drifting by...a lullaby
of promises true, and sorrow
Give me life, but give me death
By the dawn of false tomorrow
Presence of mind, so ill at ease
Chased away with lies
pushed away with disease
We the animated, are the walking dead
Wide awake, and half asleep
Falling pray to sadness
but forgetting how to weep
Wretched and NON colored
Rotted, full of shame
Who am I? Who are you?
There is nothing in a name.
I know where I am standing
In quicksand...and wood glue
Sinking like the rest of them...
In this land of red white and blue.

Parley!

The battles being waged
have already been won
We inherited this, OUR cage
Our time has just begun
Mind reaches beyond age
LIFE was set in motion
This CANNOT be undone
the waves, ONE with the ocean
the Sky, One with the Sun
the Body, One with Emotion
When its over, is it really done?
For every cause there is an action
What gives you hope in desire is it satisfaction?


Life is seen
As a boundary is crossed
A day is never wasted
the best days lost
are lying warm in Bed
Safe from winters frost
Cold Calm inside your head
while the World goes Insane
Scared too death of Death
To ride the Crazy Train
To the place of eternal rest
Don't you see while Life is spent,
love is always gained
Love and adoration can only be given away
Love remains, though love is pain
Blood Red and Never Gray
Too Loud to ever Fade
Anxiously we await the dawn of New Day
Fear will not dissuade us, nor will death...nor Decay.
For we demand retribution!
Or if you will...Parley.

Soul's serentiy

Fingertips grasp beating hearts,
Raging Fire lies unseen
Skin's refusal to part
Under warmth of moonbeam
Making Love the Art
of Soul's Awakening
Kiss the Deepest Secrets
They Yearn for Reckoning
In Moments...No Regret
Magic cannot Hide
Electric much like Lightning
Wild as the Tide
Ride those Waves til calm
Passion Bides us Time
The taste of salty skin
Warm, Moist...Wet
Dancing on the Walls
Shadow's Silhouette
As Bodies Intertwine
Reality We Forget
If only for this moment
No Lies and No regrets
Please Dawn, come slowly
While soul, love does possess
Please Dawn, come slowly
Like a Lover's Warm caress
Please Dawn Come slowly
I pray as I undress
All night... reverent worship
Sweet Lover's Prowess
As stars line the sky
Body, Soul, and Mind
As sun touches sky
Love becomes unkind
I remember your eyes
Fall to Mine
Soul's Align
Your body, my shrine
Still warmed by obsession
and the strength of your possession
Forever warmed from within
By Fire, again, and again
Strength and Devotion
Only Hearts know
Surely to be savored while it grows
Only for this moment, fear is over thrown
When daylight comes all becomes unknown
But after nightfall, I become enthralled.

Man behind the Mirror

Deep aching, a longing for what? I am unclear
I search for a meaning to fill this dull void
Love comes close enough to whisper in my ear
but there is no satisfaction
My spirit gleans just enough to get by
But I still look towards the shadows
I still look towards the sky
Why am I here, am I grounded by what I see with my eyes?
This place that I have made which is so lonely
I've come to hate...to despise
So I make myself my one and only, and I'm off to my demise
It's in the night you hear my wishes
it's in the night you hear my tears
Our dreams are Angel's kisses...shadowed by the devil and his fears
For each dream we lose...we lose it to the mirrors
the devil in yourself takes away your spirit
Refuse to see within, you're refusing to go near it
Face the man you hate, do it unafraid
the demons that you know, are demons that you've made
When all your life fails your debts finally been paid
This life we do not owe, hardships do not dissipate
face them like a man, Face the Man you hate
I shake in my skin, with the power of my sadness
With the thoughts that wrack my brain...
Might be nonsense could be madness
Might be true though it sounds insane...
Our lives were never meant to be tragic
We were not meant to live in pain, we created our own misery...we created our own bane
Whether you blieve or not, there exists sweet magic
We're not hell bound it's not science or arithmetic
Nor religion, but more like pure sound...a heartbeat
When it's slow or even when its faster,
it stays the same, just one product of matter
We are not of land...nor of noble beasts wild nor tamed
...but from the universe itself, In full glory we are proclaimed
The Son's and Daughter's of Gods we remain
Lead us into Battle, Those without a Name
Lead us into into death as free men, without shame
Let us play til death for the crown of this Domain.

Theories of Relativity

Inside of a color
is a technimagical scheme
of a dance, to a door...which leads to another door,
onto a different screen, of a dream from once before
A place you have more then seen...
But felt with every ounce of your being
A part of your soul is this picture
that went far too quickly
This is only a moment in reality:
Stare silently at this frame
A riddle in this Labyrinth of games
Dance with the devils, ye are deranged
Or Come OUT! Knight, as Dragon
King of your domain.
Life lying in moments of remnants, far past
Those left behind, always come in last
Bury yourself in thoughts, you yourself have cast
Remember: Life lies in moments
They always hurt, this never lasts
Silver lines the sunset...
Sunrise always comes too fast
Time is never long enough, but always far and vast.
As the moon glows before the dawn of the Sun's earthly Ray
As history has shown, life can change: in one day
Change all we've ever known, without cause or delay
Silver lines each cloud, as in our dreams we pray
As king is overthrown Sunlight Dies again
This we can count on, this has always been
Incapable of Fear now, we refuse to cower
Strength, Love and Truth Our gifts inside this hour
Our life no longer our bane
Kings fall from noble towers, as we become less deranged.

laughing matter

Laughing Matter
..Centrifical Force
keeps me on my knees
If I veer off course
Will I become diseased?
If I don't pray to your source (or beg him, or plead)
To give me remorse
for being this gypsy
This life I lead
where I am in command
i will have my reprieve
by the strength of my own hand
I won't live enslaved
I will Die free

Listen to the wind change
As time catches up
Listen to the Earth rage
as we fuck it all up
live inside your cage
or motherfucker stand up
Let us weigh YOUR sins
Who is more corrupt?
Come out, or we'll kick the door in
you need to give up
You can never win
This time we've had enough
Open up, we're coming in
I hope you like it rough
you will never win, you need to give up

Wanna fuck me in my asshole?
Why don't you kiss me first
TAKE me out to dinner
maybe quench my thirst
Tell me that you love me
before you bury me in dirt
Tell me Jesus loves me
before you make it hurt
Treat me like your chew toy
I give you what you need
then you give me sadness
and call it my disease
No there's nothing wrong with this world
There's nothing wrong at all
Everything's wrong with me
God knows I love to crawl
Only hate and grief fill the blackest depths of sadness
Because I am diseased
I am filled with madness
Although I've done no horrible deeds
My life is only tragic
How is this reality
If we were made of magic?
Everything there after
A fucked kinda nightmare
The only for sure cure is laughter
and to always be aware
Your soul is what they're after
Give not into your despair
The only cure for sadness
Is a bout of evil laughter.

The Epic Fall into Damnation (sludge)

These are just memories
of once read over lines
Stories over pages
and Pages full of Lies
Pictures of Nightmares
All of your design
A moment of A Thought
too many glasses of wine
You might have thought of something
It could have been divine
While maybe you're a genius
you've lost your only mind

So will you stay sorry
for what you've gone and done
Will you say your sorry
for all you've gone and done
Will you forever be sorry
for what was here, and then gone?

Drift in and out of real world
you become apart of what's lost
To find yourself again
There's going to be a cost
On this road to nowhere
hearts cover in frost
alone, you walk in darkness
alone you carry your cross

So will you stay sorrry
for what you've gone and done
Will you say your sorry
For all you've gone and done
Will you be forever sorry
for what was there and then gone
Or will you stand in your glory
After the battles been won
Stand up with your ax
Whose got the biggest guns?

::note::
Insanity is defined as doing the same things over and over, expecting different results::

The Sound of Eternal Silence

The eternal sounds of silence
Brings peace to my ears
To know someday ill rest forever
calms my troubled fears
Chance lies in moment
as you lie unaware
A door closes, another one opens
Whether wanted, or fair
Any road you travel, leads to anywhere
Keep walking Lost Prophet
you're already there

Happiness is on the road of lesser travel
as you stop fearing the the unsure
your noose will unravel
as you touch ground
be grateful for the gravel
as it soaks up the rain
which is swallowed by the earth
Give to her your pain, she takes it and gives birth
The life inside your veins
is the life for which you search
As the moon dies, the sun will rise
leaving shadows far behind
bring light to the hell that dominates your mind
Life the unforgotten treasure
seek, and ye shall find
Under Sun, Moon, and Stars the omniscient sign
The proof of where we're going, Truth Divine
Truth, your truest friend
Forever and again...
Always beyond Matter, from now until the end
Beyond eternal silence
Lies what is heaven Sent.

God Bless the Children

Forge the road
Death lies up ahead
sentenced the same, as every borne child
Cry sweet babe, mamas not coming back
she left for high town
fell between the cracks
of this world left for hell
where nothing means the same
Will you fall victim, desolate warrior?
drifting towards empty
face your monsters
serve no man
you are your own
on your own you stand
blind to the guardian
you, your own saint
listen or be sheltered
choose your own fate
Lay in wastee wil
or stitch your broken soul
MY dying bride
is the hell inside this hole
silence your breathing
taste the way you think
my bloody whore
saint fucking sinners
Raping your forlorn spirit
then they leave you in the cold
Come to me my child
I will steal your breath
have faith in nothing
but loneliness and death
Fear loving children
I will kill your hope
feeding to your veins
hate feels like dope
seer your innocent brain
spreads like wild fire
driving man insane
Daddy was a liar
Mama was a whore
Baby had to die, to even up the score
all your life you ask
Why? What for?
Because babies become liars..and babies become whores.

Melancholy Song

Melancholy Song
..Break the silence
mind inside the dream
a taste of sweet violence
Hate becomes pristine
Dominate and Violate
Bleed my soul clean
In my open casket, i will lie serene

Dancing within sorrow
lost inside black eyes
before I wake tomorrow
show me open skies
looking straight to dawn
along the broken road
we sing a somber song
that only hell would know
if the path we take is wrong
its still the path we chose
He who once was bishop, now becomes the pawn
reveling in the sadness
in this melancholy song

In this the witching hour
The worst of demons hide
We give to them their power
By feeding ourselves lies
In our weakened state we cower
then fall to our demise
Upon our noble tower
Tears fall from the sky
Shower me in blood, innocence has died

Give to me TRUE slumber
Before the sunrise
give to me the moon,
as the sun dies
Give to me, sweet universe, open eyes...
the path of True Truth, takes my disguise
If I never wake
was I always fast asleep?
And if my soul you take,
was it ever mine to keep?
If I dream these demons
that make the angels weep
kill me now
Kill me while I sleep

I live right now

The crow calls overhead
as the Sun warms my skin
I could do anything, so I do nothing instead
I wait for peace to come from within
I think "I am not body" inside my head
My thoughts are where chaos begins
My reality lies in all my mind says
These are my lessons, these are my sins
If I didnt try to get me, I might as well be dead
Why do I choose? Is it ever my choice?
If my life is chosen for me,
why do I have this voice?
If this is my destiny, am I to rejoice?
Can I pick my own ending
with dignity and poise?
Is this sound in my mind just static, just noise?
This treasure I was lucky to find
and even luckier to enjoy
Like a Door, A Miracle, a Sign
This miraculous box of toys
I must share, even if its just mine
Ill show a few girls, a few of the boys
That we are all children of the divine
So Summon your strength from your hate
with love, this is how your heart plays
Without Joy, we become restless and hollow
this sadness will always stay
the emptiness always follows
We are measured by our shades of gray
which can drown us in fear of tomorrow
While blackness will fade away
It can never take away our sorrow
Our hatred it won't dissuade
and we find ourselves in misery
For the hearts that we betray
all we will ever be is memory
because of the truths that we evade
History becomes Mockery
Like the religiously destructive crusades
There will be no victory
While the Gods are led astray
Chivalry is NOT dead
Out of Fairy Tales its made
the monsters under your bed
Are the way, the truth, and the light.
the Fire that never fades
The Stars that shine at night
The Truth will ALWAYS pervade
As long as its love for which we fight.

know thine enemy

Vagrant and solemn
Myself for Always
Home is nowhere
So far and so few away
This may not be fair
But I'm here anyways
Here and not there is the story nowadays
While I am led astray
By the world created FOR me
I'll have my fucking say
Or you will fucking bleed.
My soul I can't betray
OUR strength is OUR Unity

Give me my fucking life back
Give us everything we need
We are not enslaved
We'll fight for our Liberty
Before I fucking rage
I'll offer you civility
before I eat your fucking brains
after I condemn you for hypocrisy
Treat you like you're insane
A thorny fucking crown
For the Leaders of the Vain:

You have until sundown
After midnight we pull out our tricks
Know thine enemy
six six six
Keep the devil close
He's a tricky little prick
Every girl knows, he's got the biggest dick
Gut him from below
taste the wounds you inflict
cause every man knows
You like it really sick
when you climb deep within
the black depths of the beast
Use their rules against them
enjoy your bloody feast
Blame it all on "sin"
On death and Disease
Rape the Beast Withing
Bring her to his knees.

Give me my fucking life back
Give me everything I need
We are not enslaved
We'll fight for Liberty
Before I fucking rage
I'll offer you civility
before I eat your fucking brains
after I condemn you for hypocrisy
and label you insane
make you live for nothing
which is everything in vain
Then you'll fucking tell me
whose the one to blame
Let me loose upon this monster
Say my True Name.

smoke and mirrors

This is just sadness, It can't eat my bones
A little taste of madness, in this realm of the unknown
Finding true happiness, is reaping what you sow
Watching this grand scheme, which moves so very slow...
this dream within a dream where we watch ourselves grow
Where we watch ourselves DIE, but we pay to watch the show
Where misery is only tragedy and love is PURe as snow...
Time is just a fairy tale, moving like the wind blows...
silently showing she's there by caressing your hair
Forever, like the stars, that speak our destinies
Which cant be erased by history...and are ever explored like mysteries
Time is a test, not a race...Love is the scar you can't erase
Life is a lesson we all must learn
We all have faced disgrace
Between truth and lies we must discern
learn at your own pace...
Only then can you return, to the ONLY sacred place
Where clocks tick, but never turn, Where Love conquers Hate
Where fire warms, but never burns and light just radiates
Where tears are cried for those not heard
Where reality waits outside,
cause everyone knows reality is more then a little absurd
Like a Comedy...a Broadway Play where we're all judged by our reaction
How we learn to smile in the silliest of fashions
How we only love with the mightiest of passions
How we learn to fly, without being scared of crashing
How we learn to see without using our eyes
How we use the truth, to falsify Disguise
How we read the message, written in the skies.
How will we find magic inside this measuring of years?
With a little luck, a lot of strength, and more then a few tears
Love will lead the way through the land of smoke and mirrors
and I will live all I can live, without the burden of my fears

Black Blues

To know what you want
know your own mind
Make sure your heart follows
Always close behind
Never should you wallow
In fear of what you'lll find
Seek only Truth
The center of Divine
I will not die, while I still live
This life's my Grand Design
My love pours out like Wine...
This is what my soul needs
This is what i chose
without you is sweet grief
With you, sweet release
It's my hunger I must feed...
To you..forever true
The Lucky...the Fucked...The few
What started out as words
Slowly manifesting into
The deepest of Black Blues
What was once my Shadow
Borne me Anew
These boundaries, that only let me
Show my loyalty to you
I've given in to grounding
To follow my forbidden dreams
For we are slowly growing
Into the Ruler's over Kings
Truly the divinest beings
We are OUR own creators
What I am finally seeing:
To reach for something greater,
We must SEE what's in our hands
See What we have,
Then make OUr Demands
We command the Universe
We command the Stars
we're making our own Stories
and we do it with our hearts
We're taking all the Glory...
Every Battle, VICTORY
and the Fight I see in you...is the fight I FEEL in me
The Belief I have in you...is the Belief you have in me
Separate, as One, turning our dreams to Reality
Fight for Serenity...Know beyond a doubt
YOU are the Warmth Behind my Fire
The NEED behind my Passion...
The Strength of my Desire
The Cause of My Reaction
It's for your life that I plead
That you see what I see...
The God Inside you, is the God inside me
<3

Courage and the Strength to Live it.

Take the Tallest bridge, over the biggest waters...Sail the darkest seas, Ride next to the storm.
Climb the Tallest Mountain, Tame the Wildest Beast...Fight the biggest dragon, then eat the finest feast...
Wander through the Forrest, Get lost amongst the vine...Build yourself a castle, build yourself a shrine.
Fight your biggest monsters, Revel in their Defeat. Love til Death your women who will Serve you beyond defeat...Make magic work, make it real, make it happen...Believe what you will, what you want, What you Dare? Stand free, stand tall, stand Human after all...fall in love, fall in line, or fall victim...your fear is your disgrace. Follow your dreams, Follow your heart, Follow your mind, they are all their own art...Sing for the birds, Sing for the bees, sing for lover who isn't on his knees...Watch the sky wander...watch the clouds dissipate, Watch time creep by, Forget its there and it will saunter like that perfectly blue sky...
Darkness shelters the stars we all take for granted, hides us from the truth so the truth we must seek... when we find the truth is what we'll see,then we will be freed to live eternally in the place where we know what we're made of...Where love makes anything possible, and music is like the softest kiss...from the Half that you have always missed...Time becomes irrelevant, and life becomes forever <3
I become A demon, You my mighty sword, trapped in a dimension where Earth is only words...but words become vibration...which becomes reality...reality Keeps changing...do you know what that means?

Ode

I walk into the dim of distance, Not a soul have I found...I hear a sound...an echo for instance... COming from the ground. Here he comes, the devil to take me.. I had taken to a grim Stance...
He offered me no Resistance, and he was Handsome at a glance: It was obviously, his way of talking to me...
Why bring me to, my knees with words? If I'm diseased and I am scorned! Deliver ME to Hell by Sword...I'll not be Mourned! He says I do indeed want your soul...For a few Pennies, OR A Price
I say! You won't use it anyway...so I think, I'll make you pay thrice!
He says: I'm here to make a deal, I got everything that you need!
Baby, what'll it be?
I laugh at him! YOU can't even love me! You ain't never even been nice!
Give it a chance! Did you know I can dance? Will you dance with me tonight?
I can Order the Stars...FOr you, My love... my Heart is history!
I says to him now: I want your throne, I want it with you and as Mine...I need You to let me do as I please...I aml me, We have our own minds. I am my own, and your on your own, until I'm beside our throne.
He says: Anything for you, anytime, any place...For you I'd move time, I'd move earth, I'd move space...If only I'll ever see love upon your face...
I want to see the Sunrise, against the darkest skies...every morning, night is only a disguise. She warms me in her embrace...Reminding me, I am alive...that I can touch, and i can taste...The memory of Life fresh upon my dreams...lying in your arms, where time becomes obscene, no reason to make haste...Just a backdrop of a Scene.
He says: I will give you the moon, I would offer you the Sun, I would offer you the universe, but there is Only One.. Every morning before we sleep, you will have this, of me.
Love me like the Storm, Like Hate and Like Fire so I am satiated by the strength of your Desire
Fight with me, Challenge me...Why Don't you Pique My Ire?
We'll fade away until darkness, Where love is what we will conspire. Where we can Order the Stars, and weed out the Liars...Where every single moment is decided with Chivalry...On the hopes that someday we'll all share our dreams: The Depths of Hell no longer shrouded in mystery...For even darkness needs stars to hold in his Arms, And Satan Needs a Queen, to Show him... his own heart.

Children in the Throne Room

As I summon earthly slumber
There's a turn of strange events
the things for which I hunger
Fall into sequence
I am not torn asunder
With Strength I will prevent
Them from dragging me under

I will heed the Devil's Call
First I must make him Listen
Get Him Under MY Thrall
In the Blood which he was Christened
In the Beginning we All must fall
To the Earth which is divine
It takes no Strength to End it All
You must Seek what you will Find
You must Heed the Devil's call
To find your Mind
I am not a Sign
I am but a Child
From the One's who Are Divine
The Shadows are where they Peek
To the Blackest parts of thee
THe one's who choose to seek
The Truths that set you free
IN the midst of the tragedies
Which add to her Mysteries
What is knowing Warmth
Without Winter's Storms?
What is Laughter without Misery
To Both you must Conform
to Move past History
YOu were Borne too Die
SO why not breath in Life?
If you are Sorrowed,
Destroy Lies
Your life is Borrowed
Open your eyes!
What will be, Is and will Be
Nothing is Easy

Earth, Water, Fire, Air
Is from what we were Born
We are the rightful Heirs
to this our Earthbound Throne
We have to Ascend the Stairs
But We don't have to Walk alone
The burden is Theirs
who are the Unaware...
That we could do it on our own
We were not disowned
We are the Children of Gods
And we have NEVER walked Alone.

Fairy Tales

Fairy Tales

This is only the beginning
Let it go, or itl gets worse
there's a saying that goes:
you can't beat a dead horse
Every girl always knows
That we will always want more
Our Love that is our Passion
Is what we'd die for
You are but an image
trapped inside my mind
What I thought I did see
I will never find
I still forget to breath
When you look at me
It might just all be worth it
If your heart was not diseased
You might just believe
in the truth of my convictions
But these are my eyes
and these are my afflictions
I can't and won't disguise
the strength of my addictions
These were my predictions
I knew my destiny
I could feel the sorrow
building up in me
For no apparent reason
I have set my own trap
Could this be treason?
Of life from season to season...
Its not me thats asking
Its my Spirits Heart
While I bask in the Sun
It's tearing me apart
This is now my burden
I am a GOD, I must find my wings
Before the Devil takes everything
I refuse to ever serve him
I'll only reign by his side
forever I will sing
but never will I cry
For what Life will bring
i will live, and I will surely die
as winter follows spring
death becomes my ally
As Sorrow becomes my King
Love becomes my Glory
This becomes the fairy tale
that's writing all my stories...

Douche Baggy Little Baby

Douche Baggy Little Baby

Come here, sweet boy and tell me you hate me
Ill tell you I love you again
I'll even whisper in your ear
This is not your domain
I'll give you hell, give you love, give you pain
But I love you liek the rain
You crazy fucking Boy
your making me insane!
you bring me so much Joy
Id rather die then hear you cry
But I will end your fucking life
and i'll lay with you until you sleep
You are the angel in which my heart keeps
And if anyone ever hurt you...
I would break their fucking knees
I love you like the summer breeze
You are the child inside of me
Sometimes I hate your fucking guts
you drive me so fucking nuts
But I couldn't live without you
You make gray skies Blue
And I could never live without you
My love's forever True.